Some people have noted that having a religious calling, or divine experience, is followed by endless tragedy and early death. You're a marked man. You've glimpsed the pure truth. Any exposure to the Divine makes us mortals mad/insane. It's why I can't attend mass any longer. I can't control my emotional upsurge at the beauty and sanctity…
Some people have noted that having a religious calling, or divine experience, is followed by endless tragedy and early death. You're a marked man. You've glimpsed the pure truth. Any exposure to the Divine makes us mortals mad/insane. It's why I can't attend mass any longer. I can't control my emotional upsurge at the beauty and sanctity of the divine theater of the church and the mass. I literally sob like a baby just by being in the company of believers in God and the divine archetypes expressed for 2,000 years in the
mass. Archetypes are obviously Uralt. (timeless) . It's not a sectarian thing or question of orthodoxy. It's transcendent and universal. I can't even hardly think about my little chinzy nativity set from the farm (which I have from the 60s) with it's fake moss, little lights, fake snow, plastic animals and adoring family of the newborn life, without tearing up. (probably made in Japan by ladies who knew more about the 'sacred' than most contemporary Christians.) I must be 'touched'. aka Completely insane. But God bless
those who are less affected, because they keep their head and keep it all rolling for us basket cases.
Scott, I can totally relate. For the past three years, when I stop and gaze at my little Nativity scene (some figures handmade in Mexico, some vintage German figures I bought on Ebay) I start tearing up too. My heart fills with love for the Holy Family, and Jesus' gift to all of humanity. It seems to be an internal change that just keeps getting stronger.
you were in prison, you have that type of anger. you wrote a lot in prison, that was obvious by the last line in your first reply, a good line, a prison writing line. you're also a control freak who bumped the thread and made it all about you because you're also a psychopath. you even blamed Don for writing a "sweet" article, it's all his fault for misleading you into replying. I saw that one coming. nothing is your fault, nothing will ever be your fault. there are plenty of guys like you pal, you're a dime a dozen. cons and x-cons have a recognizable sameness. a mediocre quality. but because they're angry, they think they're unique. lol.
By the way, do you see me complaining over having lost my Christian family? It is a blessing having them out of my life, their skewed materialist values and inebriations and phoniness is not missed an iota. Their bland conformity, bad values, stupid gullibility, and pretend caring is not missed at all. IF I was at fault, of which you are so sure, tell me what I did wrong. I will be glad to acknowledge any real accusation or charge. Christians are in a hive mind, they are God, so they know. Tell me all my evils. Bring it out for the world to see. IT is funny, but the pastor, a hugely famous one, Jonathan Cahn, I accused openly of him scamming me and of being phony. IF I did not give factual information, why did he not sue me? His top female aid Benaz told a woman to fuck me, and I made that public. Why haven't they sued me? But I am the evil one.
I wrote very little in prison, but read quite a bit. This is an example of my anger in prison:
The urban ghetto is a different story. You would think that they would be crazy with money-hunger. Only a few of them, including the Caucasian author of this book, do possess deep contempt towards the white establishment; but have no desire for worldly success, nor for a house or fancy car.
I, and some others, are content in a small rundown, sparsely furnished room or studio apartment. People like us don’t always work (I work 80+ hours a week unpaid for the people) as we have no desire to have slaves, nor to be slaves making rich man richer.
The “ignorant” urban ghetto black (and other ethnicities) perceives the lies of the establishment, and does not fall for the ways imposed on the world. Being on welfare is no disgrace, except to the conformists. Integrity is more respected than position or wealth amongst us here. Incarceration is commonplace, and not feared. It is free rent and food, and once you have spent a couple of months in jail or prison, you have grown accustomed to poverty, living with only the basics- jail clothing, crappy food, no mobile phone or internet access, little entertainment-you get the picture.
This is, in reality, a benefit. Cons can live without the possessions that other people see as basic necessities. Jail teaches you how to transcend above the worldly materialism. It schools you into being strong, not fearful of physical harm, nor of doing without your possessions.
Many, or rather, most prisoners read many books and workout daily. We are not lazy. Perhaps the lazy ones are those pointing their fingers at blacks while the rich live sumptuous lives of luxury with catered lunches, executive suites, “slaving” by wheeling and dealing on the phone and their board meetings-such hard work.
Kahn, Michael Lewis. ANGRY LOUD AND CLEAR TRUTH SECOND IMPROVED EDITION: THE GROWTH AND MECHANISMS OF THE ROMERICAN EMPIRE (p. 193). Kindle Edition.
January 6ers deserved prison. And you being a stranger are sure of my guilt. And of course all prisoners and so many Christians have volunteered 55,000 hours unpaid service to humanity. There are plenty of people like me? Can you name ONE? And in prison, only one of the many cons I talked to did not totally confess guilt (most of them were drug related) in saying he did not remember the crime, he was doped up too much. But you as a holy Christian, know everything and are the expert on character discernment. You believe the bible that I studied 10,000 hours and followed to the letter, then debunked soundly. I am sure many devout true believers are in prison for heinous crimes and refuse to confess.
I was not angry at Donald, I was simply stating that my falling for the nice words that masked the Christian character as being nice and good, and made me forget all the real character of "Jesus" which I can thank you for also reminding of what Christians are really like. And yes, you are obviously Christian hypocrite.
When I did, it was not heroin. I was put on a drug unit by the cops for being homeless = i was in prison due to publishing my book EXPOSING THE MONEY MACHINE, subtitled TYRANNY THROUGH GOVERNMENT, RELIGIOUS INSTITUTIONS, AND MEDIA DECEPTION in May 2016, exposing the government and those above it. They released me to the streets, not even a shelter, then put me in an institution for the criminally insane as I investigated Homeland Security and exposed GEO GROUP. Put on a drug unit, I learned drugs. Before that, I had indeed fed the poor, housed homeless people in my home, volunteered unpaid now it is up to 55.000 hours service, been dedicating my life to humanity back in 1986, and followed through.
I am still in the natural realm, no thanks to Christians and the law, but learned of the worldly hell realm in that institution=TRENTON STATE PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL.
You have no idea how many lunches I bought for my helpers and tips I gave them,
over twenty years. We don't do it for gratitude. We just do it because they need it.
People help us too. My friend just brought me today some material I needed to finish a building project. He gave it to me with a big smile. He didn't need to say, Merry Christmas, or anything. He just gave it to me. If you serve the poor, then you are brother to all the people in the world who serve the poor.
I volunteered a total of 55,000 hours unpaid diligent service. first as companion, recreation aid, physical therapy assistant, and more for elderly people, then counselled mentally ill adults, then housed and found jobs for the homeless. I also taught bible and mentored mentally ill christians. Now I put out a newsletter read by 100 million people internationally every day, going viral. I dedicated my life to service of humanity back in 1986, and followed through. I have lived in poverty with no complaints. Now I live in one room, have no heating vents, no stove, and just finally got rid of the rats that were eating my food and causing problems. I founded two nonprofits, won kudos for my service, and back in 1988 was featured in a Public broadcasting short documentary. I wrote three paradigm-changing books, the first one began the red pill movement.
Some people have noted that having a religious calling, or divine experience, is followed by endless tragedy and early death. You're a marked man. You've glimpsed the pure truth. Any exposure to the Divine makes us mortals mad/insane. It's why I can't attend mass any longer. I can't control my emotional upsurge at the beauty and sanctity of the divine theater of the church and the mass. I literally sob like a baby just by being in the company of believers in God and the divine archetypes expressed for 2,000 years in the
mass. Archetypes are obviously Uralt. (timeless) . It's not a sectarian thing or question of orthodoxy. It's transcendent and universal. I can't even hardly think about my little chinzy nativity set from the farm (which I have from the 60s) with it's fake moss, little lights, fake snow, plastic animals and adoring family of the newborn life, without tearing up. (probably made in Japan by ladies who knew more about the 'sacred' than most contemporary Christians.) I must be 'touched'. aka Completely insane. But God bless
those who are less affected, because they keep their head and keep it all rolling for us basket cases.
Scott, I can totally relate. For the past three years, when I stop and gaze at my little Nativity scene (some figures handmade in Mexico, some vintage German figures I bought on Ebay) I start tearing up too. My heart fills with love for the Holy Family, and Jesus' gift to all of humanity. It seems to be an internal change that just keeps getting stronger.
no comment. You are totally nuts. I am plain angry, not mad.
you were in prison, you have that type of anger. you wrote a lot in prison, that was obvious by the last line in your first reply, a good line, a prison writing line. you're also a control freak who bumped the thread and made it all about you because you're also a psychopath. you even blamed Don for writing a "sweet" article, it's all his fault for misleading you into replying. I saw that one coming. nothing is your fault, nothing will ever be your fault. there are plenty of guys like you pal, you're a dime a dozen. cons and x-cons have a recognizable sameness. a mediocre quality. but because they're angry, they think they're unique. lol.
By the way, do you see me complaining over having lost my Christian family? It is a blessing having them out of my life, their skewed materialist values and inebriations and phoniness is not missed an iota. Their bland conformity, bad values, stupid gullibility, and pretend caring is not missed at all. IF I was at fault, of which you are so sure, tell me what I did wrong. I will be glad to acknowledge any real accusation or charge. Christians are in a hive mind, they are God, so they know. Tell me all my evils. Bring it out for the world to see. IT is funny, but the pastor, a hugely famous one, Jonathan Cahn, I accused openly of him scamming me and of being phony. IF I did not give factual information, why did he not sue me? His top female aid Benaz told a woman to fuck me, and I made that public. Why haven't they sued me? But I am the evil one.
I wrote very little in prison, but read quite a bit. This is an example of my anger in prison:
The urban ghetto is a different story. You would think that they would be crazy with money-hunger. Only a few of them, including the Caucasian author of this book, do possess deep contempt towards the white establishment; but have no desire for worldly success, nor for a house or fancy car.
I, and some others, are content in a small rundown, sparsely furnished room or studio apartment. People like us don’t always work (I work 80+ hours a week unpaid for the people) as we have no desire to have slaves, nor to be slaves making rich man richer.
The “ignorant” urban ghetto black (and other ethnicities) perceives the lies of the establishment, and does not fall for the ways imposed on the world. Being on welfare is no disgrace, except to the conformists. Integrity is more respected than position or wealth amongst us here. Incarceration is commonplace, and not feared. It is free rent and food, and once you have spent a couple of months in jail or prison, you have grown accustomed to poverty, living with only the basics- jail clothing, crappy food, no mobile phone or internet access, little entertainment-you get the picture.
This is, in reality, a benefit. Cons can live without the possessions that other people see as basic necessities. Jail teaches you how to transcend above the worldly materialism. It schools you into being strong, not fearful of physical harm, nor of doing without your possessions.
Many, or rather, most prisoners read many books and workout daily. We are not lazy. Perhaps the lazy ones are those pointing their fingers at blacks while the rich live sumptuous lives of luxury with catered lunches, executive suites, “slaving” by wheeling and dealing on the phone and their board meetings-such hard work.
Kahn, Michael Lewis. ANGRY LOUD AND CLEAR TRUTH SECOND IMPROVED EDITION: THE GROWTH AND MECHANISMS OF THE ROMERICAN EMPIRE (p. 193). Kindle Edition.
January 6ers deserved prison. And you being a stranger are sure of my guilt. And of course all prisoners and so many Christians have volunteered 55,000 hours unpaid service to humanity. There are plenty of people like me? Can you name ONE? And in prison, only one of the many cons I talked to did not totally confess guilt (most of them were drug related) in saying he did not remember the crime, he was doped up too much. But you as a holy Christian, know everything and are the expert on character discernment. You believe the bible that I studied 10,000 hours and followed to the letter, then debunked soundly. I am sure many devout true believers are in prison for heinous crimes and refuse to confess.
I was not angry at Donald, I was simply stating that my falling for the nice words that masked the Christian character as being nice and good, and made me forget all the real character of "Jesus" which I can thank you for also reminding of what Christians are really like. And yes, you are obviously Christian hypocrite.
You are not the same person who served the poor?
When I did, it was not heroin. I was put on a drug unit by the cops for being homeless = i was in prison due to publishing my book EXPOSING THE MONEY MACHINE, subtitled TYRANNY THROUGH GOVERNMENT, RELIGIOUS INSTITUTIONS, AND MEDIA DECEPTION in May 2016, exposing the government and those above it. They released me to the streets, not even a shelter, then put me in an institution for the criminally insane as I investigated Homeland Security and exposed GEO GROUP. Put on a drug unit, I learned drugs. Before that, I had indeed fed the poor, housed homeless people in my home, volunteered unpaid now it is up to 55.000 hours service, been dedicating my life to humanity back in 1986, and followed through.
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I am still in the natural realm, no thanks to Christians and the law, but learned of the worldly hell realm in that institution=TRENTON STATE PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL.
Thank you for the background.
You are still the man who served the poor.
You have no idea how many lunches I bought for my helpers and tips I gave them,
over twenty years. We don't do it for gratitude. We just do it because they need it.
People help us too. My friend just brought me today some material I needed to finish a building project. He gave it to me with a big smile. He didn't need to say, Merry Christmas, or anything. He just gave it to me. If you serve the poor, then you are brother to all the people in the world who serve the poor.
I volunteered a total of 55,000 hours unpaid diligent service. first as companion, recreation aid, physical therapy assistant, and more for elderly people, then counselled mentally ill adults, then housed and found jobs for the homeless. I also taught bible and mentored mentally ill christians. Now I put out a newsletter read by 100 million people internationally every day, going viral. I dedicated my life to service of humanity back in 1986, and followed through. I have lived in poverty with no complaints. Now I live in one room, have no heating vents, no stove, and just finally got rid of the rats that were eating my food and causing problems. I founded two nonprofits, won kudos for my service, and back in 1988 was featured in a Public broadcasting short documentary. I wrote three paradigm-changing books, the first one began the red pill movement.